Poetry

The Goddess of Imaginary Light

Poetry

~Poems by me~

What Lies Ahead

The carefree days
Of childhood linger
In my mind.
Now only a memory
Of what used to be.

And I'm afraid.
Afraid to leave it behind.
As my memories fade,
My past disappears.

Where do I go from here?
What do I do now
That my old hopes and dreams
Have faded?

What is to come
I'm not quite sure.
What do I do once
No worries
Is no more.

This Way I Feel

understand

noone would understand

noone would get me

me and this way i feel

this way i feel inside

inside of my heart

my heart crying

crying out for him

him to notice me

me and this way i feel

i feel broken

broken and left

left to wallow in my self-pity

self-pity for myself

myself not wanting to think

think about the mistakes

the mistakes ive made

made blindly by myself

myself causing my own pain

my own pain my fault

my fault for this pain

this pain in me

me and this way i feel

Together Again-by me

When I'm thinking of you,
I start to ponder these thoughts in my head,
and these thoughts in my heart.

I wonder if you will take me back,
I wonder if you will forgive me.
even though I sit and think,
that I haven't done much wrong.

I know you have a heart,
I know you can be so sweet,
I know you care about me,
but please tell me this:

tell me that you love me,
before its too late,
before I decide
to change my fate.
Before I decide,
that I should find,
me someone new
and get over you.

people tell me that I'll be ok,
if you dont forgive me again,
but I dont know if you forgave me before,
and if you will this time.

But I hope you do,
because I love you,
so much more than I can believe at times.
and this feeling gets stronger,
every time were apart,
and every time nights seem to get longer.

because I sit in my room,
thinking of you,
smiling, laughing, and crying.
I hope you will forgive me,
for the things that I've done
and pray with my whole heart
for us to be together again.

~Poems by my friends~

A Real Friend-by Michelle Wilde

A real friend is someone that is there for you when,

you feel all alone

A real friend is someone that is there for you when,

the one you love doesnt love you anymore

A real friend is someone that is there for you when,

you would rather die then live

A real friend is someone that is there for you when,

you when you just want to give up on everything

A real friend is someone that is there for you when,

you need someone to talk to

A real friend is someone that is there for you when,

when everyone else could care less

A real friend is someone that walks in when

the rest of the world walks out

Have You Ever-by Michelle Wilde

Have you ever loved someone

so much it made you cry?

Have you ever missed someone

so much you wanted to crawl up and die?
Have you ever felt no one was there for you

so you felt all alone and miserable?

Have you ever trusted someone

and then they betrayed you?

Have you ever cared about someone so much

but you felt they could care less about you?

Have you ever needed someone to dry your tears

but they weren't there?

Have you ever felt you couldn't breath because

you heart hurt so bad?

Have you ever felt like someone was your best friend

and they turned out ot be your worst enemy?

Have you ever felt like someone was near

but yet they were thousands of miles away?

Have you ever...

I'll Be There-by Michelle Wilde

When no one is there for you

and you think no one cares,

When the whole world walks out on you

and you think you're all alone

I'll be there

When the one you care about the most

could care less about you,

When the one you gave your heart to

tears it apart

I'll be there

When the person you trusted with all your life

betrays you,

When the peson you share all your memories with

can't even remember your birthday

I'll be there

When all you need is a friend

to listen to u sob,

When all you need is somone

to catch your tears

I'll be there

When you heart hurts so bad

you can't even breath,

When you just want to crawl up and die

I'll be there

When you start to cry

after hearing that sad song,

When the tears just won't

stop falling down

I'll be there

So you can see I'll be there until the end

This is a promise i can make

If you ever need me

Just give me a call and....

I'll be there...

Do You Know What You Do To Me?-by Amanda Wright

There is this boy,
I liked so much.
When he walked by me,
I blushed bloody murder.
When he looked at me,
My heart skipped a beat.
When he spoke to me,
Only I knew what went on in my head.
And when he teased me,

I could have died happy, right then and there...
Pretty soon, I started thinking,
Thinking as hard as my head would allow.
I thought about the way he looked,
His hair, his face, his eyes...
And that cute little way he sometimes said my name.
While I thought about him,
I thought about me.
And when I thought about me,
I thought about us....
I started wondering,
How would we look, walking hand-in-hand down the street?
I wondered,
How would his lips feel against mine...

I started asking friends,
If they thought he felt, in anyway, the same about me as I did him...
"Sweetie, have you ever seen the way you two flirt?"

If we would look good together...
"Girl, I think you would win the cutest couple award"
You think I should ask him?
"OF COURSE"
...So..I did...
He said no,
I was crushed.
He thought our friendship should develop more...
I didn't want to...
....But...
I agreed..
....But he will never know what he did to me...

~Poems I've found~

A Wish-by E_minisini16

The warmth in my heart grows when you are near

The thought of your laughter, your smile, brings me tears

To know we aren't together, keeps hurting me more and more

These feelings are too strong for me to ignore

I dream about you each night, think about you each day

The way I feel for you will never go away

To touch your gentle lips and hold your gentle hand

To me is a wish you'll never understand

All You've Ever Dreamed For-by Rainbow052389

All you've ever dreamed for,
Everything that you desire,
Brings from within my soul,
A little angry fire.

For I wish I could give to you,
Every thing you want and need,
But that I cannot do,
But I do plead.

That you take to mind,
All the things I can,
Do to help you love,
Do to help you understand.

You may not no it,
But what I wish for is you,
If you could only understand,
Everthing I wish I could do.

I wish I sould walk,
Hand in hand with you,
I wish that A spark of Magic,
Could make my dream come true.

You may not realize,
How I truly feel,
But if can come to understand,
That what I want is real.

If I had the one thing,
I wish for day and night,
Than I know longer want,
Everything would be right.

But alas I am afraid,
You will never know,
How much you mean,how much I need,
You to really know.

What I think,
When I think about you,
Did you know that you have the power,
To make one girls dreams come true?

If only you knew

i can't find the words to say
to tell you that i feel this way
i want you, what can i do
to make you want me next to you
if you'll look at me you'll understand
all i want is to hold your hand
i felt this way for so long
it hurts me that i don't belong
wanting you is all a dream
my heart aches, i want to scream
i smile and laugh thinking 'bout you
together now, i hope it was true

i always imagine of your gentle touch
if only you knew i felt this much
not being with you i'm falling apart
'coz i don't know how to get your heart
if you can only see the love in my eyes
of all those nights i sat and cried
just look at me, i'm standing here
just call out my name, i'll be there
how long do i wait, i don't know
when that day comes i'll let it show
if only you knew my feelings for you
i'll stay hopeful you'll feel the same way too

~*~A Faraway Land~*~- by Maggie Brodersen

I dream of a land, a land faraway

Where everyone's happy and carefree everyday.

I dream of this place, a place of my own

Where noone's depressed, or ever alone.

This place that i dream of, the sky's never gray,

Nobody ever has to work, only fun and play.

In this land, i dream of exdrordinary friends

The kind of friend whom depends and defends

This kind of friend you never want to lose

never misplace, replace, and carefully choose.

I dream of a boy, whom truly cares about me.

Who doesn't lie to my face and who loves me truly.

But of course i've got to wake up from this dream

This faraway land isnt real, just a gleam.

I long for this faraway land to be real

I want it to be true, it seems so ideal.

Of course I know that this land isnt true

Just a place in my head where I'm thinking of you.

By: ~*~A Faraway Land~*~

I dream of a land, a land faraway

Where everyone's happy and carefree everyday.

I dream of this place, a place of my own

Where noone's depressed, or ever alone.

This place that i dream of, the sky's never gray,

Nobody ever has to work, only fun and play.

In this land, i dream of exdrordinary friends

The kind of friend whom depends and defends

This kind of friend you never want to lose

never misplace, replace, and carefully choose.

I dream of a boy, whom truly cares about me.

Who doesn't lie to my face and who loves me truly.

But of course i've got to wake up from this dream

This faraway land isnt real, just a gleam.

I long for this faraway land to be real

I want it to be true, it seems so ideal.

Of course I know that this land isnt true

Just a place in my head where I'm thinking of you.

I love our love-author unknown

Falling in love with you,
is the best thing that's ever
happened to me.
With your sense of humor,
your caring way,
and your understanding,
you've taught me how to
believe in love.

The times we spend together
laughing and enjoying each other's company,
or spending quiet moments wrapped in each other's arms,
are the best times I've ever had in my life.

Nothing in the world has ever meant so much to me

as the love we're discovering now.

And I know I could never love anyone else the way I love you.

Why Do I Get This Feeling?-author unknown

I get a feeling that everyone hates me,

That no one likes me.

I feel like life would be better if I was gone,

It just goes on and on.

I feel like I'm slowly dieing,

Like I just start falling.

And I can't think straight,

Then I see the light of fate.

It's so bright and beautiful,

Never is it dull.

It's so shiny and bright,

Even in the night.

Then I'm better,

So I write this letter.

Telling you that if you ever think that people hate you,

Remember this it's true.

Even though they might not show it,

They don't hate you they like you every single bit.

"Inside"-by kandy

Why does this happen to me?,
Everyone says its ok,
But they just can't see inside,
inside is all the agony,
inside is all the hurt that i hide.

They dont know how much i cry,
Yet they think they do,
They dont know that i just want to die,

If they could see inside they could see whuts wrong,
They wil hide thier eyes,
Cuz they will see why i cry so long,

They just dont know how much stuff i care about,
They do things that worries me,
If they know i care i highly doubt,
Happy is all i wish to be,

God if they only knew,
then maybe they would think twice,

Inside is all the pain,
All they put me threw,
It wont be long,

Not long at all,
Untill im gone,

No one will say bye.
After that they mite notice,
Wake up and realize,
Then they just mite see,
All the tears that came from my eyes.

Inside are my feelings
Inside are my thoughts of whut you do,
Inside i just want them to know,
I love all of them.

There are feelings i want to say,
Some fellings i want to hide,
Maybe you will know,
If you will just look inside.